LIBRARY OF CONGRESS. 

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UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. 



SONG-CAPTIVES. 



JOHN ALBERT WILSON, 

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AUTHOR OF "THE PARADOX AND OTHER POEMS," ETC., ETC. 



/ have but marked the place, 

But half the secret told, 
That, following this slight trace, 

Others may find the gold.'" 

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Copyright, 1882, 
By JOHN ALBERT WILSON. 



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CONTENTS. 



Page 

Prelude 9 

Solitude 10 

Aspiration . .17 

The Unattainable . . . ' . . . .21 

Legend of Lurlei 24 

In the Wild Arkansas Wood . . : . .27 

Shelley's Grave 80 

Hath Any One seen my Love? . . . .34 

The Divers . .36 

The Ideal 38 

The Greenwood Fairy 40 

The Message 42 

Afloat 44 

Sunrise on the Pacific .47 

Only 49 

The Minstrel 50 

The Fishers' Return 51 

Two Lives 53 

My Lost Love 54 

Communion with God 56 

Life 57 



IV 



CONTENTS. 



The Fruits of Sorrow .... 
When Whispering Zephyrs woo the Pine 
Floral Courtship 



Love longest lives in Freedom 

The Escape . 

Live it down 

The Inner Life . 

Our Father . 

Platonic Philosophy 

Billiards Intensified 

Falling Leaves . 

Burbles 

The Summons 

Retrospection 

The School of Wisdom 

Soon or Late 



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PREFACE. 

The very flattering reception accorded to 
my first book of poems, five years ago, must 
be my excuse for the publication of a second 
volume. Poetry is my pastime, not my 
vocation, and these "Captives" are the 
spoils of occasional excursions, on this con- 
tinent and abroad, at periods when overwork 
in an arduous profession has compelled rest 
and change of scene. I am deeply conscious 
of their many defects ; I would they were 
more worthy ; but, such as they are, I free 
them to the world. 



(o) 



SONG-CAPTIVES. 



SONG-CAPTIVES. 

PRELUDE. 

I cannot sins: them as I would — 
The melodies that thrill my soul ; 
I cannot paint the wondrous whole — 

My vision — and esteem it good. 

As he who wanders forth at morn 
To snare God's messengers of song, 
At eve is shamed to own the wrong, 

Or show his victims — plumage-torn. 

So, half-reluct antly, I bear 

These trembling captives in my hand ; 

Mere shadows from the vision-land, 
Faint echoes of the songs I hear. 

Cambridge, Mass., March 1, 1SS2. 



SOLITUDE. 
A SUMMER IDYL. 

How sweet to leave the bustle of the town, 

And wander thro' the woodlands all alone : 
To mark the mellow sunbeams drifting down 
Through hanging boughs, while, like a loose 

veil thrown, 
High over all is seen the azure sky's majestic 
dome. 

What myriad, myriad voices in the air, 
Shrill, tiny voices, hailing as I pass ; 

A ceaseless hum which greets me everywhere, 
The very leaves seem vocal, and the grass 
For rapturous joy is fain, each blade, all 
others to surpass. 

(10) 



SOLITUDE. 11 

The drowsy locust, hymning as he goes, 
The merry cricket, and the amorous bee ; 

The humming-bird, who lingers o'er the rose 
One instant only, then away doth flee, 
Midst other charms to wanton, and still 
other scenes to see. 

Like far-off echoes from the land of dreams, 

I hear the distant bleating of the flocks ; 
The watch-dog's bark, while yet more distant 
seems 
The measured striking of the village 

clocks, 
And angry clarion challenges rehearsed by 
rival cocks. 

The babbling brooklet in its pebbly bed, 

A tortuous course with rippling murmur 
weaves ; 
The gentle wood-doves cooing overhead, 



12 SONG-CAPTIVES. 

The voiceless rhythm of the falling leaves, 
And all the countless sounds unheard which 
yet the mind perceives. 

How calm the aspect of yon purple hills, 

Which brood, and brood, and brood forever- 
more ; 
Forever brooding. O ! my spirit thrills 
With eager longing for their hidden store 
Of secret knowledge, and their mystic leg- 
endary lore. 

For they have brooded thus for countless years, 

Aye, brooded thus ere Time his course 

began ; 

Unmoved, have marked the flood of human 

fears, 

And human hopes, which crowd life's little 

span ; 
Have heard unmoved, the last faint piping 
of the insect man. 



SOLITUDE. 13 

Forever waiting still they seem to be, 
Forever waiting for we know not what : 

An awful sense of mighty mystery, 

Of something yet to come, or something that 
Hath passed beyond our ken, which was, 
but now is not. 

Like mighty giants, limned against the sky, 
Each monstrous bulk upheaves from out the 
plain ; 
All motionless, in endless sleep they lie, 
Nor babble of the secrets they retain 
Within their rock-ribbed bosoms, ever probed 
by man in vain. 

Like mighty giants of some elder day, 

They seem no part or parcel of our time ; 

Nor heed unto the present ever pay, 
But slumber on in attitude sublime ; 
Girt by their leafy beards, and capp'd with 
hoary rime. 



14 SOXG-CAPTIVES. 

The rise and fall of empires is to them 

No more than fate of yonder leaflet blown ; 

They ne'er have bow'd to kingly diadem, 

Nor spurned the neck of despot overthrown ; 
Nor ever wept to hear the dying patriot's 
plaintive moan. 

And yonder river, with its ceaseless flow 
Of placid waters, rolling to the sea ; 

Hath seen alike, unmoved, all human woe, 
All human joy ; unmoved, hath heard for aye 
The victor's cry of triumph mock the van- 
qui shed's agony. 

Or crystal pure as dew-drop at the birth ; 

Or gore ensanguined from some mortal fray 
Upon his banks ; or thick with clayey earth 
Washed from the mountain's side ; he wends 

his way, 
As calmly now, as poured the flood which 
marked his natal day. 



SOLITUDE. 15 

Alike to him the Indian's frail canoe 

Freighted with furs ; or, rich with many a 
bale, 
Our modern argosies ; or deep with woe, 

The slaver's keel ; or yacht with snowy sail ; 
Or steamship swift; or warlike squadrons 
clad in iron mail. 

Or yet more distant in the lapse of years 

His flood hath roll'd, — a long forgotten 
race, 
Cultured and strong; whose handiwork still 
bears 
Mute witness, — they, like us, once filled a 

space 
In Time's great album, but have passed, and 
left but scanty trace. 

And in the distant future, may not we, 

Who vaunt our modern culture, modern 
thought, 



1 6 SONG- CAPTI VES. 

Mouldered to dust, like them, forgotten be ; 

Our very name a blank, — unknown, un- 
sought, 

Or sought in vain, — the crumbling relics 
that our hands have wrought ? 

O ! may this thought, borne constantly in 
mind, 
Still serve to check our pride from day to 
day : — 
Life is a leaf, fann'd by the passing wind 
A season only, then to fade away; 
To join the myriads gone before, and share 
their swift decay. 



ASPIRATION. 

When the shades of night are falling, 

When the whip-poor-will is calling, 

When the last faint tints are fading from the 

gateways of the West — 
Then, impelled by eager yearning, 
All my soul within me burning, 
Still I wander through the gloaming like a spirit 

of unrest. 

In the moonlight, in the shadow, 

Over mountain, over meadow. 

Through the forest dark and lonely now I wend 
my wistful way ; 

Onward, onward still I wander, 

To the distant churchyard yonder, 

Where the dead of many centuries are mould- 
ering into clay. 

(17) 



18 SONG-CAPTIVES. 

Here, like ocean wavelet swelling, 

Lies each circumscribed dwelling, 

All uncultured and uncared for, with rank net- 
tles overgrown ; 

Full weary am I gleaning 

Or the wording or the meaning 

Of the time-effaced inscription on each ivy-cov- 
ered stone. 

Yet these lived, and loved, and mated ; 

Yet these feared, despised, and hated ; 

Yet these quaffed the cup of happiness and 

drank the dregs of woe ; 
Yet these wondered as I've wondered ; 
Yet these pondered- as I've pondered — 
Pondered o'er the great life-problem, in the 

ages long ago. 

We are gods ! We question therefore : 
Suffering, death, and sorrow — wherefore? 



ASPIEATION. 19 

We are beasts ! Then why this yearning for a 

higher, purer life ? 
Gods, or beasts, or both, I know not — 
Gods, or beasts, or both, I trow not — 
But I know there wages evermore a fierce, re- 
lentless strife. 

There are hours of soul-awaking, 

When, these earthly fetters breaking, 

My soul springs up triumphant, and affirms her 

latent might ; 
I can feel my spirit striving, 
All the bonds of Nature rivinsr — 
I can feel the God within me struggling upward 

toward the light. 

Then I know, though born of woman, 
I am something more than human ; 
Then I know this flame within me with the fire 
Divine is fraught. 



20 SONG-CAPTIVES. 

Though Death ope his gloomy portal, 
What care I ? For I'm immortal ! 
I may beard him, and defy him ! Oh, there's 
rapture in the thought ! 

There is heavenly music ringing, 

There are angel-voices singing, 

There are spirit-fingers beckoning, ever beck- 
oning me away ; 

Through my dreams they're floating ever ; 

Ah ! full gladly would I sever 

These ^allins: bands that bind me to this tene- 
ment of clay. 

Per e-la- Chaise, Paris, June 12, 1878. 



THE UNATTAINABLE. 

In a dungeon of stone am I wall'd around, 
With fetters of iron my limbs are bound ; 
Vainly I seek for a ray of light, 
But my eyes are wrapp'd in the pall of night. 

Fain would I soar to the realms of day, 
And plant my feet on the starry way ; 
Fain would I pierce to the central throne, 
And make my plaint to the Great Unknown. 

Fain would I fathom the gloomy past, 
And scatter the shadows the ages cast ; 
To the outmost bounds of the future fly, 
And know the decrees of Destiny. 

(21) 



22 SONG-CAPTIVES. 

I would probe the recesses of Nature's heart, 
The breast of the universe rend apart ; 
I would take my stand on the highest star, 
And scan the horizon near and far. 

On the gates of heaven I'd warfare wage, 
And upon its battlements spend my rage ; 
Nor ever I'd rest from my eager strife, 
Till I knew the meaning of human life. 

Till I knew the meaning of human woe, 
The whence we come, the where we go ; 
Till I learn'd the riddle whose answer lies 
Enwrapp'd in eternal mysteries. 

Alas ! I am here, — I know no more ; 
Alas ! I am bound, — I niay not soar ; 
Alas ! I am blind, — I cannot see ; 
And the riddle of life is unread by me. 



THE UNATTAINABLE. 23 

Ah ! surely my spirit shall some time know 
The things which it vainly seeks for now ; 
Ah ! surely this heart shall some time bide 
In peace, and its yearnings be satisfied. 



LEGEND OF LURLEI. 

Written while seated within the " Witch's Circle" at the sum- 
mit of the celebrated " Lurlei Rock," on the Rhine, July 11, 1878. 
The ruined castle of Rhinefels lies about half a mile down the 
stream. 

On the rock is Lurlei lying 

All alone ; 
For a faithless lover sighing, 

Making moan ; 
Watching still the Sun-God roaming 

To the West ; 
Watching him at evening-gloaming 

Sink to rest ; 
Marking now, from Dian's quiver 

Flying fleet, 
Silvery arrows pierce the river 

At her feet. 

(24) 



LEGEND OF LURLEI. 95 

Lurlei's heart is filled with sadness, 

Waiting long ; 
Lurlei's brain is thrilled with madnes 

For her wroiisr. 

Rhinefels' castle frowneth grimly 

On the steep ; 
Rhinefels' turrets reflect dimly 

In the deep ; 
Rhinefels' cannon are the loudest 

In the war ; 
Rhinefels' name, it is the proudest 

Near and far ; 
Rhinefels' lord his faith hath plighted 

To the maid ; 
Rhinefels' lord that faith hath slighted 

And betrayed. 
Lurlei's heart is filled with sadness, 

Waiting long ; 
Lurlei's brain is thrilled with madness 

For her wrong. 



26 SONG-CAPTIVE S. 

Strains of music sweetly ringing 

Down the tide — 
'Tis the lord of Rhinefels bringing 

Home his bride. 
See they not the stern avenger 

Standing: lone ? 
Hear they not the threatened danger 

Toppling down ? 
'Neath the wave is Rhinefels sleeping 

With his bride ; 
Still her watch is Lurlci keeping 

O'er the tide. 
Lurlei's heart is filled with sadness, 

"Waiting long ; 
Lurlei's brain is thrilled with madness 

For her wronsr. 



IN THE WILD ARKANSAS WOOD. 

In the wild Arkansas wood, 

'Neath the pine-trees lying, 
Naught to break my solitude, 

Save the zephj T rs sighing ; 
Save the robin's interlude, 

And his mate's replying. 

Far away the city's hum, 

And I lonely ponder 
Where the brown bear makes his home, 

Where the wild deer wander ; 
Leaping squirrels slyly come, 

Gaze on me with wonder. 

(27) 



28 SONG-CAPTIVES. 

Slant the sunbeams, line on line, 

Shadows interlacing ; 
Moans the melancholy pine, 

Branch with branch embracing ; 
Faintly low the distant kine, 

Homeward slowly pacing. 

Mocking-birds with varied notes 
Keep the wild woods ringing ; 

Thrushes swell their speckled throats 
In rivalry of singing ; 

Blue-jays flaunt their azure coats, 
Defiance at me flinging 

Modest violets, group'd around, 
Look up with mild surprise ; 

Bearded pansies, velvet-crown'd, 
Keep watch with eager eyes ; 

Thus every creature on the ground, — 
Thus every bird that flies. 



7.Y THE WILD ABKANSAS WOOD. 29 

Now the shadows creep apace, 

Shadows without number ; 
Now the red sun hides his face 

In the mountains yonder ; 
Now the stillness of the place 

Steeps my soul in slumber. 



SHELLEY'S GRAVE. 



Shelley's grave lies by the city wall, in the " Strangers' Ceme- 
tery " at Rome. Three stately cypress trees keep guard around 
the foot. Only the poet's heart is here buried, the remainder of 
hi6 body having been burned by his friend Byron on the shore of 
tbe Gulf of Spezia, where he was drowned July 8, 1822, aged 
thirty years. A plain marble slab, flat upon tbe ground, is all 
that marks the spot. The inscription is from Shakespeare's " Tem- 
pest";— 

" Nothing of him that doth fade, 

But doth suffer a sea-change 

Into something rich and strange." 



Where springing flowers 

Greet falling showers, 
And cypress branches wave, 

In a southern clime, 

At vesper chime, 
I stood by Shelley's grave. 



(30) 



SHELLEY'S GRAVE. 31 

A pilgrim I, 

From a northern sky, 
A cold and distant clime ; 

Two gifts I bore — 

An offering poor, 
And an offering sublime ! 

A faded flower ; 

A spell of power — 
Tender and strong and true ; 

From a woman's heart 

To the poet-heart — 
I wonder if he knew ? 

" O heart ! " I said, 

" Of the poet-clead, 
Reclining here at rest ; 

O soul ! " said I, 

" Of melody, 
In the mansions of the blest ! " 



32 SONG-CAPTIVES. 

" O soul ! " I said, 
" Of the poet-dead, 

In the blissful realms above, 
Around thy clay, 
With this simple spray, 

I weave the spell of love " — 

A wind swept by 
Through the cypress nigh, 

And stirred the withered flower ; 
" From a Avoman's heart 
To the jooet-heart — 

And may the spell have power ! " 

A wind swept by 
Through the cypress nigh, 

And stirred the withered spray ; 
It came at length, 
With a gathered strength, 

And bore it far away. 



SHELLETS GBAYE. 33 

All ! then I knew 

The charm was true, 
And not in vain the flower ; 

From a woman's heart 

To the poet-heart 
The spell of love had power ! 

Borne, August 22, 187S. 



HATH ANY ONE SEEN MY LOVE? 

Her forehead is white as the drifted snow ; 
Her eyes are black as the ripened sloe ; 
Her cheeks are touched with the sunset glow ; 
Hath any one seen my love ? 

Her hair is a river of gleaming gold ; 
Her blood is a torrent, — well controll'd ; 
Her form is the cast of a perfect mould ; 
Hath any one seen my love ? 

Her step is the step of the bounding roe ; 
Her glance is the glance of the wounded doe ; 
Her voice is musical, soft and low ; 

Hath any one seen my love ? 

(34) 



II A TH ANY ONE SEEN MY L VE ? 35 

With a purpose single, steadfast, true, 
We seek each other the wide world through : 
And she asks of all, — as I ask of you, — 
Hath any one seen my love ? 

Lake of Como, July 27, 1S7S. 



THE DIVERS. 

"Who will seek the pearl of Truth, 
Hid beneath the waves of life ? " 

" I ! " " And I ! " cry Age, and Youth, 
And Manly Prime. The air is rife 
All are eager for the strife. 

Down into the seething wave 

Sprang the Youth, without a care ; 

Singing in a coral cave 

Sat a maiden, passing fair — 
Bound him with her yellow hair. 

Next, with bosom all aflame, 

Manly Prime, of bearing bold ; 

But the weeds of Wealth and Fame 
Seized him with relentless hold — 
Held him, till his heart was cold. 

(3G) 



THE DIVERS. 37 

Last of all, the hoary Sage 

Plunged, — an aneient volume found ; 

Sophistries of musty age 

Quickly his attention bound, — 
And the pearl remained unfound. 

Dieppe, June 10, 1878. 



THE IDEAL. 

There was never a picture painted, 

There was never a poem sung, 
But the heart of the artist fainted 

And the poet's soul was wrung ; 
There was never a grand conception 

In the veined marble wrought, 
But the hour of its inception 

With bitterness was fraught ; 
For each knew that his fond endeavor 

Though he strove with utmost might, 
Must fail of its meaning ever, 

As darkness fails from li^ht. 

(38) 



THE IDEAL. 39 

There are wondrous colors blending, 

Which the world may never know ; 
There are angel-faces bending, 

But for me alone they glow ; 
There are rapturous voices singing, 

There are symphonies that roll — 
In dreams I hear them ringing 

Through the cloisters of my soul. 
But my waking fond endeavor 

Still these fleeting visions mock — 
Like Prometheus, find I ever 

But the vulture and the rock. 

The Vatican, Borne, August 20, IS 78. 



THE GREENWOOD FAIRY. 
A SONG OF THE BLACK FOREST. 

Merrily, merrily wakes the day, 

Merrily lifts the dawn ; 

The birds are singing, 

The flowers are springing, 

And merrily winds the horn. 

The huntsman's horn is winding far 

O'er grassy dell and wooded hill ; 

He calls his hounds to the antlered war, 

The king of the herd to kill. 

But a fairy I 

Of the merry greenwood, 

And I mock the huntsman's skill ! 

(40) 



THE GBEENWOOD FAIBY. 41 

The huntsman comes in his pride of skill, 

He rideth a gallant steed ; 

In raiment bright 

Is he all bedight, 

And girt for daring deed. 

Merrily, merrily winds the horn 

O'er wooded hill and grassy dell ; 

And the gentle fay 

Of the morning ray 

Is chained by its echoing spell. N 

Gayly the huntsman rides away, 

And boasts of his deadly skill. 

Triberg {Black Forest), July 20, 1878.' 



THE MESSAGE. 

Lily, white lily, and red, red rose, 

Hither, come hither, and hie away ; 
Go to my lady, this truth disclose 

To my lady fair, and say, — 
Nestle deep down in her shining hair, 

Bend and whisper into her ear, — 
Tell her I love her beyond compare, 

That she is to me than life more dear ; 
Tell her I love her, tell her I love her, 

I love her, I love her beyond compare ! 

Lily, white lily, and red, red rose, 
Hither, come hither, and hie away ; 

Go to my lady, this truth disclose 
To my lady fair, and say, — 



THE MESSAGE. 43 

That a red, red rosebud, blushing fair, 

Shall her answer bring that I long to hear ; 

Tell her I love her beyond compare, 
That she is to me than life more dear ; 

Tell her I love her, tell her I love her, 
I love her, I love her beyond compare ! 



AFLOAT. 

Within a mighty circle bound, 
Whose central point am I ; 

A waste of waters all around, 
Above — a world of sky. 

I mark the angry sun arise 
Each morning from the main ; 

I see him daily cross the skies 
To meet the waves again. 

Anon, like Aphrodite, born 
Amid the sounding surge, 

I watch the placid moon sail on, 
And sink beneath the verge. 

(44) 



AFLOAT. 45 

The glistfning stars reflect in turn 

Their glories in the deep ; 
For me alone they seem to bum, 

And watchful vigils keep. 

The misty clouds above me lie, 

And shade the watery plain ; 
For me they spread their canopy, 

Or melt in gentle rain. 

The sighing zephyrs come and go, 

To fill my flowing sail ; 
For me they whisper soft and low, 

Or swell the rising gale. 

Swift flying-fish with sudden bound 

Escape some danger nigh ; 
The watchful sea-gulls circle round — 

The nautilus sails by. 



46 SONG-CAPTIVES. 

Around me unknown forms arise, 
And spouting monsters sweep ; 

All hail me with their wondering eyes,- 
A welcome to the deep. 

'Tis well — I'll track the stormy sea 
With every sail unfurled ; 

These all shall my companions be, 
And this, my only world. 

Gulf of Mexico, April 20, IS 77. 



SUNRISE ON THE PACIFIC. 

On the mountains, like battle-smoke, fold upon 
fold, 
Hover low the mists of morning ; 
As pearls, hang the dew-drops on forest and 
wold, 
The flowers and trees adorning. 

In the East, the dove-light of promise, in 
gleams, 
Is blushing warm and waking ; 
In the AYest, phantom shadows of darkness 
and dreams 
Are fleeing fast and breaking. 



(47) 



48 SONG-CAPTIVES. 

On their hinges of amber, the gateways of 
pear 
Are high and wide unclosing ; 
Glowing standards of crimson their wonders 
unfurl, 
Heaven's glories all disclosing. 

Swift, arrowy lightnings encircle the earth, 

The seas are flushed and gory ; 
And from out the throes of that marvellous 
birth 

The god ascends in glory ! 

At the Golden Gate, Cal., Nov. 1, 1879. 



ONLY. 

Only a shell from the eddy and swirl 

Of a pitiless sea ; 
But hid in its bosom a precious pearl 

Lay fair and free ! 

Only the song of a passing bird 

Sped swiftly by ; 
But a poet that fleeting music heard — 

It sang for aye ! 

Only a waif on Life's shingle bare, 

Cast up by sin ; 
But the pearl and the music may both be there. 

Hid deep within ! 

Firth of Clyde, May 22, 1S78. 

(49) 



THE MINSTREL. 

On viewing an old painting (artist unknown) , in the Vatican col- 
lection, representing Christ in the garb of a minstrel, playing on a 
harp, and singing to the people. 

Lightly lie touched his lyre of gold 
To a melody sad, and sweet, and true ; 

But who, or whence was the minstrel bold, 
Or the name of that melody, no one knew. 

He sang a weird and mystical rhyme 

(While ever more softly the music played) ; 

"I sing the anthem of Fleeting Time, 
To the measure of Human Life," he said. 

They tore the harp from his practised hand, 
They staid the flow of that marvellous song ; 

And, with discord ever on sea and land, 
The lyre of Life repays the wrong ! 

Borne, August 21, IS 78. 

(50) 



THE FISHERS' RETURN. 



On the Gulf of Genoa, at evening twilight, the women gather on 
the shore, and by their songs direct the fishermen's return. As 
the boats approach, the men and women sing alternate parts, all 
joining in the chorus. 



Mellow and sweet 

Are the songs that greet 
The fishers' return in their bounding fleet ; 

Than life more dear 

To each listening ear 
Comes the merry sound of their answering cheer 

But ever I roam 

O'er the salt sea-foam — 
There is none to welcome or woo me home. 

Col) 



52 SONG-CAPTIVES. 

Cheerly and bright 

To the fisherman's sight 
Is the flickering gleam of his window-light ; 

By a hearth well-swept, 

In a room well-kept, 
Now his prattling babes to his knees have crept ; 

But never a ray 

Illumes my way, 
No home have I where children play. 

Genoa, August 29, 1S78. 



TWO LIVES. 

Lovers were many, and vows were rife, 
But never the knight of her fancy came ; 

And the fluttering hope of a maiden's life 
Lay hidden and hushed as a thing of shame. 

For the answering love of a bosom true, 
And the prattle of children about his knee, 

O God ! how he hungered, no one knew, 
For a wanderer over the earth was he. 

L'ENVOI. 
Where the moss-covered marbles coldly gleam, 

And the storm- wind chanteth a sad refrain, 
Low lieth the knight of the lady's dream 

By the side of her whom he sought in vain. 

Heidelberg Castle, July 17, 1S7S. 



MY LOST LOVE. 

" Souls are created in pairs." — Plato. 

Love, my lost love ! say, whither art thou 

roaming ? 
O Love, my lost love ! prithee hearken to 
my cry ; 

1 have sought thee since the dawning ; soon 

the gray and misty gloaming 
Will come sweeping coldly o'er us, and then 
love will fade and die. 

O Love, my lost love ! doth never vision tell 
thee, 
O Love, my lost love ! that thou art mine 
alone? 

(54) 



MY LOST LOVE. 55 

Doth no song-bird woo thy waking, with this 
magic strain to spell thee, 
Or whispering wind at eventide my yearning 
cry make known ? 

Love, my lost love ! I seek thee, and thee 

only ; 
O Love, my lost love ! on the land and on 
the sea, 

1 still seek thee far and near, I still seek thee 

sad and lonely ; 
Sweet love ! where'er thou lingerest, oh, I 
prithee come to me ! 

Lucerne, July 31, 1878. 



COMMUNION WITH GOD. 

Whex the morning wakes in glory, 

And the sunbeams thrill the air ; 
When the birds rehearse their story 

Of His love and kindly care ; 
When the trees in stately beauty 

Greet the flowerets on the sod, — 
As a child beside its father, 

So I wander forth with God. 

When the purple shadows hover, 

And the shining planets roll, 
He comes — as comes a lover — 

To the casement of my soul. 
I hear His whispered greeting, 

I feel His kiss divine ; 
And the heart of the great Creator 

Beats responsive unto mine. 



LIFE. 

Lite is a symphony, life is a song ! 

Strike the chords cheerily, sing it in time ; 
Spite of its misery, spite of its wrong, 

There is melody still in the grand oid rune. 

Faint-hearted mariners, toss'd on the tide, 
Lo! the dawn brightens, the clouds dis- 
appear ; 
Soon in the haven at rest shall ye ride, 

And the sunlight of heaven shall banish 
your fear. 

Grief-stricken mourner, thy sorrow give o'er ; 
Freed from earth's smf 'ring, temptation, and 
sin, 

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58 SONG-CAPTIVES. 

Where the curtains of death drape the ever 
green shore, 
Thy loved one is waiting to welcome thee in. 

Life is a symphony, life is a song ! 

Strike the chords cheerily, sing it in tune ; 
Spite of its misery, spite of its wrong, 

There is melody still in the grand old rune. 

Naples, August 26, 187S. 



THE FRUITS OF SORROW. 

The pearl in beauty's tresses set, 
To secret anguish owes its birth ; 

The gems which grace the coronet, 
Were born amid the throes of earth. 

The attar which the rose distils 
Proclaims the flower's sure decay ; 

The forest songster ever trills 
Most sweetly on his dying day. 

The cruel axe must gash the wood 
Before the healing gums may flow ; 

And all of wise, or fair, or good, 
Is sequent to some hidden woe. 

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WHEN WHISFRING ZEPHYRS WOO THE 
PINE. 

When whisp'ring zephyrs woo the pine, 
And wake to life the blushing Spring ; 

When droops the trailing eglantine, 
And plovers pipe, and linnets sing; 

When cloy'd with sweets the drowsy bee 

Forgets the roses in his way ; 
When robins build in ev'ry tree, 

And swallows weave their web of play ; 

When glow the fruit trees wrapt in bloom, 

And daisies lift their timid eyes ; 
When violets yield their sweet perfume 

As incense to the bending skies ; 

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WHEN WHISP'BING ZEPHYRS. 61 

When shining glow-worms haste to light 

Their lanterns, in the dewy eve ; 
When artful spiders, through the night, 

With care their spangled meshes weave ; 

When crickets chirp on ev'ry hearth, 
And sparrows twitter in the eaves ; 

When wanton squirrels, in their mirth, 
Play hide-and-seek amid the leaves ; 

All nature, thrill'd with happy life, 

Proclaims aloud, through field and flood — 

With tongues diverse, in friendly strife, 
A God theee is, and He is good ! 



FLORAL COURTSHIP. 

I picked my love a posy bright 
Of roses red, and lilies white, 
Of mistletoe, and kingly yew : — 
But she returned me only rue. 

I picked my love a posy bright 
Of Gilead's balm, and shade of night ; 
She sent me ivy, eglantine, 
Forget-me-not, and columbine. 

Saratoga, August 10, 1877. 



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LOVE LONGEST LIVES IN FREEDOM. 

A lover I bad who said to me — 
«We will love for aye, but for aye be free — 
True love, in bondage, may never agree - 
Love longest lives in freedom! " 

A bird be brought me of matchless song, 
Which strove for its liberty all day long, 
And carolled forever this paean strong — 
"Love longest lives in freedom!" 

I loosed the bird — upon wings of gold 
It sped far away o'er the distant wold, 
And its parting message merrily roll'd — 
"Love longest lives in freedom!" 



64 SONG-CAPTIVES. 

My lover stayed while my youth was bright 
Like the bird, he fled with its waning light ; 
Now sadly I sigh through the weary night — 
"Love longest lives in freedom!" 

Leadville, Col., May 15, 1879. 



THE ESCAPE. 

As the mantle of night hides the slumbering 
earth, 

Till withdrawn by the sunlight of Heaven, 
So in life I lay hid ; so in jubilant mirth 
I at last was unveiled to that marvellous birth 

Called Death, — which in mercy is given ! 

Oh ! I merrily laughed when I found I was free 

From the net which Mortality weaves ; 
It lay where it fell, 'neath a wide-spreading 

tree, 
And I staid scarce a moment, in tremulous 
glee, 
To cover it lightly with leaves. 

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QQ SOyG-CAPTIVES. 

Then I fashioned a boat from the folds of a rose ; 

A pine-needle served for a mast ; 
The sails were of gossamer ; cordage of those 
Light threads which the pods of the milk-weed 
disclose, 

When their seeds to the zephyrs are cast. 

And I sailed far away on the wings of the 
wind, 
Far out toward the beautiful West ; 
But the shard that I left, 'neath the oak tree 

reclined, 
Slept on — yet I cared not, nor looked I behind, 
For I scorned what I lately caress'd. 

Oakland, Cal., December 20, 1S79. 



LIVE IT DOWN. 

Should envy seek to mar thy fame, 

Live it down ; 
Should malice blacken thy good name, 

Live it down ; 
Should all the hosts of Hell unite 
To whelm thee 'neath their vengeful spite, 
And paint thee with the hues of night, 

Live it down, live it down. 

Though lost to thee be ev'ry friend, 

Live it down ; 
The truth will conquer in the end, 

Live it down ; 

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6$ SONG-CAPTIVES. 

As morning comes, though night bo long, 
As calm succeeds the tempest strong, 
So right shall triumph over wrong, 
Live it down, live it down. 

San Francisco, September 20, 1880. 



THE INNER LIFE. 

I mingle with the trivial crowd, 

The gayest of the gay ; 
With those who laugh I laugh aloud 

I play with those who play. 

But when at night I lonely lie, 
And commune with my heart, 

I feel 'tis all a mockery — 
I only play a part. 

My boon companions may not know 
The secret of my breast ; 

Enough for them the idle flow 
Of merriment and jest. 

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70 • SONG-CAPTIVES. 

But deep within rny hidden soul 

There lies a holy place, 
Where wanton footstep fears to stroll, 

And Folly veils her face. 



OUR FATHER. 

" Our Father who in Heaven art, 
Forever hallowed be Thy name ! 

Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done 
In Heaven, and on earth the same ! 

" Give me my bread from day to day ; 

Forgive the evil I have wrought ; 
Teach me with love my foes to pa}', 

And cleanse from sin my inmost thought ! 

" Protect me through the gloomy night ; 

Enfold me in Thine arms of love ; 
Oh, guide my tott'ring steps aright, 

And lead me to Thy home above ! " 

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> SOXG-CAPTIVES. 

Fond Memory backward wings her flight, 
And turns the page ot time, to see 

A little child repeat at night 

His prayer, before a mother's knee. 



PLATONIC PHILOSOPHY. 

Plato advocated the theory that each soul, male or female, is 
but the half of a perfect whole, doomed to wander in solitude and 
isolation through an infinity of successive existences, until it shall 
finally meet and unite with its own proper, divinely-appointed 
companion. 

By the system Platonic 

(Tho' it seems rather comic) 
Each soul is a half cut asunder by fate ; 

Condemned to go sighing, 

And crying, and prying, 
Until, by some chance, it shall meet with its 
mate. 

If you halve a tomato, 
A pear, or potato, 
The halves will match neatly again when they're 
joined ; 

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74 SONG-CAPTIVES. 

But if you should grapple 
Either one to an apple, 
The point of connection were surely defined. 

Apart from me riven 

By cruel fate driven, 
My other half wanders alone o'er the earth ; 

If any should meet her 

I wish they would greet her 
And say that I've sought her in vain from my 
birth. 



BILLIARDS INTENSIFIED. 

Could I from Nature take the cue 

That sets the spheres in play, 
I'd send those ivories spinning through 
Each other, on their table blue, 
In a promiscuous way. 

And when, at last, I left my place 

Amid the gaping crowd, 
By power unseen shot into space, 
I'd strike the pale moon in the face, 

And carom on a cloud ! 

Chicago, December 10, 18 SO. 



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FALLING LEAVES. 

They are falling, falling, falling, 

In an undulating flow ; 
They are rippling, rippling, rippling 

Waves of color as they go ; 
They are sailing, sailing, sailing, 

And the fairy sunlight weaves 
A web of magic beauty 

Round the falling of the leaves ! 

They are falling, falling, falling, 

In a chorus soft and low ; 
They are floating, floating, floating, 

On its rhythm to and fro ; 

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FALLING LEAVES. 77 

They are circling, circling, circling, 
Each a mystic measure weaves, 

Oh ! my soul is filled with music 
From the falling of the leaves. 

Nevada City, Cal., Nov. 20, 1879. 



BUBBLES. 

At the door of a farm-house, on the field of Waterloo, an old 
and battered soldier sat blowing soap-bubbles from a clay pipe. I 
found he was demented, and that this was his constant amuse- 
ment. " My friend," said I, " surely yours is but a frivolous em- 
ployment on the scene of such great deeds." " Pardon, mon- 
sieur" he answered, " cest la mime chose." 

" Hour by hour, and da}- by day, 

Bubbles I blow from a pipe of clay ; 

And ever I watch them glimmer and glow, 
Gleam and glisten, expand and grow, 
As I slowly, softly, steadily blow — 

Till they vanish in air, or float away !" 

"Prithee, my friend, from day to day, 
Why spend your life in such frivolous way ? 
While every other pursues some aim — 
Or wealth, or power, or joy, or fame, — " 
"Just so," quoth he, "and I do the same ; — 
Bubbles I blow from a pipe of clay ! " 
Brussels, July 4, 1878. 

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THE SUMMONS. 

Came there a maiden at morning-ray, 
Lithe and ruddy, and fair to see ; 

"Maiden, I come." — She answered, "Nay, 
I seek for another, and not for thee." 

Came there a spectre at close of day, 
Lean and ghastly and grim to see ; 

" The man thou seekest hath gone away." — 
"Get ready, friend — I am come for thee! 

Lucerne, July 31, 1878. 



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RETROSPECTION. 

A sacred trust to me was given — 
An angel-cherub, wondrous fair, 

With clustering gems of hope and heaven 
Entangled in its shining hair. 

It came to me at morning-ray : 

I named that lovely babe — To-day ! 

I loved the child ; yet wilfully, 
By some unholy power possessed, 

Still wrought it wrong. I watched it die 
When died the sunlight in the West. 

Too late, with passionate remorse 

I sorrow o'er its pallid corse ! 

Borne, August 27, 1878 



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THE SCHOOL OF WISDOM. 

The rosary hung on Wisdom's hands, 
With ready tongue Youth glibly tells ; 
But faltering Manhood slowly spells, 

And A^e — abashed — in silence stands. 

Cologne, July 5, 1878. 



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SOON OR LATE. , 

Soon or late the time will come, 
Borne upon the flying years, 
When, above my silent tomb, 
Birds will sing and bees will hum, 
Grasses wave and flowers bloom, 
Dews distil in pearly tears. 

Soon or late, in cold review, 

Men will scan my resting place, 

Canvass every fault anew, — 

" Follies many, virtues few ; " 

Care I little, false or true, 

So they add — "He loved his race. 5 

Pompeii, August 25, 1S7S 



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